The name is Raeli, but I prefer Rae.
I figured I'd give this site a try.
I'm eighteen years old.
I grew up in a small town where a lot of "gangster" people were.
therefore, sadly...it rubbed off on me and I used to think I was one of them.
Luckily I moved away from there and now I speak proper English.
I guess it was just retardation of my youth; I have to blame it on something, right?
Anyways, I've been called just about everything.
I'm not what you think I am, but call me what you want; you're going to anyway.
I don't really consider anyone I talk to my friend, I just consider them people that I talk to.
I have trust issues, but that's all because of my past experiences.
It's hard for me to open up to people and I sure as hell have a problem getting close to someone;
I don't let anyone get too close to me either;
except for the few people who already are and the few people that I actually do trust.
I live and breathe music.
Without it, I'd probably be dead by now.
I like a variety of genres, but 80's rock & trance and techno are my concentrated areas.
Rap music when I feel like dancing like an idiot, and hardly ever am I that happy,
but if you put on some random Justin Timberlake song when I'm in a good mood,
I'd more than likely bust some moves for you to laugh at, I imagine.
I like writing poetry.
I pretty much just like writing anything.
I have notebooks upon notebooks with random stuff in them.
I like writing in journals and writing down my thoughts.
It's a way of venting for me; I guess.
I can just sit down and write for hours about things that are on my mind or things that bother me and after I'm done I feel better.
I can sit here and just type and type without giving myself time to actually formulate words in my mind before writing them,
because that gets everything out onto paper or wherever you're writing and it makes you feel better.
My poetry, I'm not one for letting people read it.
I rather keep it all to myself.
Same goes for anything I write.
I don't want anyone else reading it.
I used to be able to write poems about anything, but now it seems like I have to be pissed off about something or upset, in order to actually write good poetry.
I'm sure one day, I'll let someone read some of my stuff,
if they're interested, but I'm in no hurry to show anyone any of it because it's more of a private thing to me,
more than something I want to share.
I'm a girl that enjoys the simple things in life.
I love when I wake up in a good mood and when I see other people happy.
I'm not that hard to please or to get along with.
I'm not a picky person, unless it comes to food or body hair [ew].
I consider myself pretty open-minded,
though there are some things I am pretty closed-minded about that piss a lot of people off.
I'm not going to walk on egg shells around them or change my opinion to satisfy whomever I'm around.
I have an issue with always thinking I'm right;
even after you prove me wrong, I will continue to search for the reasons you're wrong, even though you were right.
I hate arguing, but I'm good at it.
I hate when people yell at me, but I'm used to it,
so it doesn't affect me like it did when I was a kid.
I'm a pretty mature person, but I'm pretty immature to.
I stay on the computer too much.
I have an excessive amount of vanity and self-confidence at times,
to the point where you could hate me, but I also have days where I feel like I am the ugliest thing in the universe.
I'm sure you feel the same way about yourself to,
everyone has their good days and their bad.

Congratulations!
If you actually read all of this;
You're an idiot!